I am relieved to say that I am officially deactivated on Facebook. I have been thinking about this for a long time and it was just the time. I had an event that ended today on Facebook and so I felt finally free to purge myself of going on there.
I can’t believe how absolutely peaceful it is to know that one source of tremendous “surprise” pain is eliminated from my daily activities. I’ll miss the infertility groups and resolve page but honestly it was killing me. When my friend announced her pregnancy last week And I was just torn up and crying all day. This has continued on and I’m in the worst place of my entire life. I can barely get out if bed right now. But one thing is for sure….I’m guaranteed not to see an ultrasound photo first thing tomorrow morning and that is a huge relief!!